I went through this blog recently to see what someone who maybe just met me would get out of it... And I realized I keep a lot of my life and feelings out of it. This isn't some place I come to vent or share deep secrets. I dance around a lot of stuff and talk about music and am basically surface. Maybe it's because this blog is public, registered under my own name, maybe it's because anyone could find it or maybe this is the tidy presentation of my life. This is the clean room where everything is stuffed inside the closet.
And I know other people don't approach their blogs that way. I know other people use them as a catch all for their feelings or a place to scream into the void or record important moments in their life. And some people don't mind getting a little messy in their corner of cyber space and letting things out there. Hell some people have probably forgotten they ever posted anything about certain things in the first place. Some people don't take their own blogs to heart.
I have never seen this show the Vampire Diaries, although I did read the books it was based on when they first came out. (I was in junior high.)
The soundtrack landed on my desk the other day and I have to say it's pretty sexy. This song is gorgeous. I'm in a pretty mushy mood today outside of the office and this song fits perfectly...
I'm getting well by the way. No more fever, just kinda run down still. I'm trying to take it easy the next couple of days but the gym is kinda calling my name too...
This was so my song there for a hot minute. Still is on some level, but I'm definitely in a better place in my head about something.
Vague it up a bit Bell. Jeeze. Anyway this is a great song. I'm posting it as a song that described not currently describes me, because honestly I can't think of anything that describes this place in my life...
Whataya Want From Me Lyrics
Hey, slow it down What do you want from me What do you want from me Yeah, I’m afraid What do you want from me What do you from me
There might have been a time I would give myself away (Ooh) Once upon a time I didn’t give a damn But now here we are So what do you want from me What do you want from me
Just don’t give up I’m workin’ it out Please don’t give in I won’t let you down It messed me up, need a second to breathe Just keep coming around Hey, what do you want from me What do you want from me
Yeah, it’s plain to see that baby you’re beautiful And there's nothing wrong with you It’s me – I’m a freak but thanks for lovin’ me Cause you’re doing it perfectly
There might have been a time When I would let you step away
I wouldn’t even try but I think you could save my life
Just don’t give up I’m workin’ it out Please don’t give in I won’t let you down It messed me up, need a second to breathe Just keep coming around Hey, what do you want from me What do you want from me
Just don’t give up on me I won’t let you down No, I won’t let you down
So Just don’t give up I’m workin’ it out Please don’t give in I won’t let you down It messed me up, need a second to breathe Just keep coming around Hey, what do you want from me
Just don’t give up I’m workin’ it out Please don’t give in I won’t let you down It messed me up, need a second to breathe Just keep coming around Hey, whataya want from me (whataya want from me) Whataya want from me whataya want from me
